Third closest friend:

Btw, there is no sequence in my posting okayy. So here it goes:)

Nikki a friend of 5 fives now the 6th year. Being in the same class since sec 1 is really a honour. A smart, pretty and sweet friend. Been in many grps with her. Nikki is a open book at times. See her face you know something is troubling her. You got to talk to her to understand what is bothering her. I treat her like my little sister. Taking care of them:) she was there when i was sad. Comfort me. She make every effort to let me know that she is there to support me. We get crazy together. We eat tgt. This woman is the first one among us to have a bf:) hope she last long with her mr guo:) hahahhaah. We consult each other. 

Now i want to say something: Nikki dun always keep things to yourself. At times when you are low, when you are sad, im there too. You can lean on me when you are tired. I may have nag a bit at you when we were in school but you know i love you right? Now that you go to a different school from me, take care of yourself. You can still talk to me. Im alway there. Jiayou for your future achievements. And last long with mr guo so that i can attend you two de wedding and be your bridesmaid. But even if you change bf, you will still ask me be your bridemaid right? I trust you:) lets keep in touch for many many years:)

My second closest friend

Hmm. Well second friend sapp soo. 12 years of friendship and still counting. The first 6 years, we were not close. But after ending secondary sch, we got close. So close that i became like a mother to my grp of friend. So let me nag and start scolding. Bear with me. You may think im being selfish, you may think im nosy. But really, i have to say this out and let out the anger in me. 

Many many things happen in this 2 years (2015/2016) we and our grp if friends quarreled once and got separated into 2. 

Then before we graduated we talk about wanting to work. We said to maybe work together. This is where my anger starts from. The only person that i tot will work with me, worked by herself. Sap work at pizza hut. Nvr jio me also. When my mum know, she say this to me "she like that like nvr treat you as a close friend. 讲好的东西，她做工都没有问你要不要一起做。” this sentence got me thinking. So i went to ask sapp. She told me she tot i dun wan work. But i tot i even posted on twitter. Well well well. Instead of blowing up the matter i kept quiet. Even when im thinking why alway sapp and nik me amd joey like that seperated . Maybe im too senstive or immatured. What ever. Now, im working with ma sister at a photo booth, i asked her. She told me she will ask her mum. About 1 week later, we and the grp of friends went out to eat. So i ask her agn. She said she havent ask. Okay lor. But what add oil to my flame was, she said she wanted to resign cos too tiring. Now, she tell me she wants to cont to work. You may find nothing wrong here. But she studying at tp. Then she still wants to work at pizza hut so tiring? This was what she said btw. I even help her find a easier job. But she didnt even ask her mum about it. Well. What does that makes me? A fool who treats my friend like my sister but get treats like a trash? I dun care. I dunno. Sometimes i just wanna scold her. But i cant. Cos im just a friend. I will get scolded say im nosy.. So at the end, i said it here lorZ 

But on top of all this. I still wanna say something nice. She may be blur at times, but she is definitely someone i share lots of family matter with. She can be quite a listening ear when you need her. Study well. Hmm. Overall. Still a good friend at times:) 

So to end off everything im gonna say this. SAPP FORGIVE ME FOR BEING NAGGY. YOUR NEXT PHRASE OF STUDY DUN HAVE ME LE. MUST TAKECARE. DUN WORK AND STUDY TOO HARD UNTIL YOU BREAK DOWN. 

My first post on my close friend.

Hmm first person shall be the person i think im closes to that i share many things with and also the guy who rejected me:) my dongsaeng, jason chia yu heng. 

Okay first i have to say this, he look like a block head infront of ppl his not close to but to me and his friends, he is definitely someone who knows a lot. He almost had the same birthday as me but sadly. He's on the 5th. You know how we started talking? He friend me on facebook and then msg me thru fb and asked me " hey you know me right? " This person was also the first guy friend i talked on whatsapp to. The first guy i shared a lot of secrets with. We gt close when we were sec2. I hate him when we were in sec1. I tot he is the kind that is rich and loves to show it off. Wearing expensive specs and doing things that he shld not do. Then after we got close, i get to know that this guy has his own thinking and his thinking are very deep. He got me thru the thoughest time in sec 3, comfort me, advice me. He was the kind of guy that everyone wants to be friend with. Then in sec 3 nearing the end, my friend told him about my feelings i had for him. And thats when i got rejected. Also the deepest memory of the rejection was he mistook my intention of becoming his close friend. 

Second thing. This dongsaeng of mine sometime can be an open book, allowing me to read him, sometimes like a empty notebook. Nothing to read and cant be read. He was the person that make me the angie that know so much about guys, understand guys and understand how heartbreak felt like. 

Okay enough of that. I dunno is he changed or maybe i become very sensitive, i got into quarrels very frequently with him. I acted very immatured and quarrel over small things. I dunno why. Its like i mood swing or something that i anyhow think then get angry then i percek and then i go question him then we quarrel lor. Hahahahah. Once he told me, our friendship is very strong that nothing simples to be breaking. True. We quarrel many times, fight many times and yet we still so close. HahahHa. So to end this off, i wish we can be friend for a long long time. We may quarrel we may fight, i maybe immatured and pick fight with you. But i really really hope that with every quarrel and every fight we had, will make our friendship stronger. 

MY FIRST FRIENDSHIP THAT LASTED SO LONG. STRONG FRIENDSHIP BRO. 

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Warning

The following post i making will be of truth and no hiding of anything. Some things that i say might offend you. But pls understand then i didnt mean to offend and so if it offended u, im sorry. 

There might be some error here and there, and everything is based on what my mind is thinking and what my heart is feeling. Im not gonna read what i write before i post cause if im checking it, then it might not be what im really really thinking. So this is about it. If you can take it, you can whatsapp me, scold me what ever. But this is my truthful thoughts of you and maybe your character? 

Myself

Okay, im starting off with myself. Im angie 18 yrs old, loves kpop, care for ppl i love and love to tell my family member that i love them. My family aint a perfect one but definitely a warm one. I dun really have many friends that i call close friend. Maybe 4? Yup. Im vocal,active and sensitive person. Sometimes i become very sensitive and make me look/act very immatured. Okay, in my 5 years in opss, i rejected one guy called ray, and got rejected by another guy, yh. I trust my guy friends more then my girl friends. Cos guys tends to keep secret . So thats all i guess. Hahaha. 

P.S. I very 爱美

07/03/2016

Hello! Im back. Wondered how many ppl been reading my blog. But who cares. You know me or not, dun ever talk about my blog post to me. Dun question me. Just listen. 

Been lonely/bored/lifeless since the start of this year. Things didnt go well on the first day of 2016. Maybe thats the core reason. So to talk about my dreams. Been having nightmares for 2 nights not counting ystd's dream as a nightmare. Dream of being raped, dream of having a boyfriend who is lazy. Omg. Cant take all this nightmares. Lets not talk about that. Talk about sweet dreams. That day i dreamt of going to school with sapp. But unfortunately, i missed the bus and i was gonna be late. I was chasing after that bus. Running and running. But still i missed the bus. Then Jhope came out from a carpark driving a motorbike so i scream for him like "hoseok oppa! Wait wait." He really waited for me in the dream. I told him to drives me to school. And guess what, he really drove me to school. This whole convo was in korean tho. Hahahaha. Then i woke up a bit and fell back asleep only to appear in classroom with a indian girl as my seat mate and ben and joey as the two person sitting behind me. Lol. Then dunno what happen. Me and my seat mate was hiding from someone. Then i dun remember le. Hahahah weird weird weird. Then ystd, i dreamt of like a reunion with my relatives and friends or something like that. Then when i was about to head home. I saw ben. Then the weirdest thing was, i ask my family to go home first. And i left with ben. Hand in hand( the weirdest part) we walk around the market talking, walk to my primary school and walk me back home. HAND IN HAND! Omg. Im like why must my sweet dream alway have this benedict ng. Hate it so much. I can remember a part of the convo from ystd dream. Was holding his hand when i say im cold hold tighter. And he said this" im cold too. See im shivering." Then we held hands again and even tighter this time( since we are cold right? ) omg.. How i wish it isnt ben. Why ben? Crazy. 

Off topic.

So how have my reader been? Miss me? Hahahah. ❤️❤️❤️ 

Many of my classmate went to rp. Like so many. As of what i know, nik, ben,cq,fion,syifa,ulfah. These are the ppl. Not sure if still got other ppl bo. But i dun care cos im going nyp:)

THATS THE END! SEE YOU NEXT TIME.